We tend to associate the Tarot as tools for fortune telling, and divination although those of us who are more involved in different aspects of the occult have found many different uses for the cards. Indeed, there is a whole array of uses for the cards from pathworking, and meditation to creative inspirations, and magickal workings. Those of you who are familiar with many of the current Tarot books out there have probably come across the theory that one should not conduct their own personal readings. The cards will read into your own emotions, and you will unconsciously misinterpret the cards to better conform to what you want them to say. While this might in fact be true, fortunately for us there is a solution.
Books like Tarot For Yourself by Mary K Greer, and courses from the ATA, and the NYC Tarot School have offered alternatives to the students who want a deeper understanding of the cards, and in turn an understanding of themselves. It’s been through resources likes these that I’ve worked on a personal study to better understand the cards. We know of many Western based traditions that focus on personal transformation, and growth through ceremony, and initiation. Understanding the tarot, and their powerful symbols they represent can in a way also lead us to that holistic transformation. Literally this is an initiation into the Western Mysteries through the cards. Just like many followers of the Western Tradition catalogue philosophies, myths, astrological attributes, etc to the Kabbalistic Tree of Life; the tarot hold their own interesting system of correspondences to different aspects of life.
While this may be more apparent in decks such as the Rider – White, and the Thoth deck I see no reason why with careful study we can’t see these attributes in other decks. To me this is what the Tarot is. Not just a form of divination but a tool for initiation. The ultimate goal of the tarot is to change our lives, and in turn the lives of others. This can in fact be a powerful tool for healing. My personal goal for using, and understanding the Tarot aside from being able to have better control of my life is also to use my developing gifts as a way to help others.
Those of you who’ve read my older posts know that I was very big on the Golden Dawn, and it’s initiation. In a sense I failed once again to go through with self initiation. In the end perhaps it was for the best. Either it isn’t what I’m meant to do in this lifetime or I’m just not ready for it in this stage of development. But I knew that I could always turn to the thing that got me started on this path. I’m pretty sure you already know what it is. While I still wish to explore a variety of topics in this blog I guess you can say I’ve finally found my niche.
I was very disappointed in myself in my decision to stop the Golden Dawn work. I did however decide to continue with something i should have finished a long ago anyway. A great man once told me not too long ago that I shouldn’t be too hard on myself or upset. That through the study of the Tarot I could not only find more practicality for my needs but also self transformation in the way that better fits me. He also said that God forbid fifteen people out there want to commit suicide, and are looking for help; someone with the desire to heal can in fact push them into that right direction. Maybe with the Tarot I can help someone, or maybe even heal, I really don’t know.
At the end of the day I know I made the right decision, and so it is done.


Currently I’m in the process of finishing this wonderful book by Israel Regardie. In order to make things easier for myself, and to really digest the teachings I decided to collect some scattered annotations that I made of each chapter. They were in a way a small study guide that helped me to better organize these ideas. I believe this is one of the best classic occult works in the introduction of Ceremonial Magick. 

One of the things that I noticed was that many people avoid many occult classics or just read them, and yet get very little out it. Currently I’m reading “The Tree of Life” by Israel Regardie, and before that I was reading “The Mystical Qabalah” by Dion Fortune. Reading these texts I can see that it’s easy to understand why many might avoid these works. They are written in victorian style full of wonderful (but long, and boring) descriptions, and unusual adjectives. Nowadays this style of writing is not something that we are use to.
By now many of you are familiar with the three part controversial movie Zeitgeist, and if not then you can easily watch it for free on the maker’s website, or on youtube(or just type Zeitgeist movie on google). I remember watching it back in June of last year when a friend of mine showed me the website, and immediately fall in love with it. A couple of months later I bought the DVD, and since then I have constantly recommended the movie to other people.
The information used on Krishna is completely wrong, but there are many similarities between him, and Christ. He was not born of a virgin, no star signaled his coming, and he was not crucified. However Krishna(Jesus) was considered the incarnation or avatar of Vishnu(God), and of a holy trinity. He was not born of a virgin but he was born in unusual conditions; Krishna was born in a cell while Christ was born in a manger. Both fled from infanticide; Jesus fled from Herod’s massacre of children, and Krishna from King Kamsa. Jesus’s coming was predicted in the old testament while Kamsa imprisoned Krishna’s family because of a prediction that said he would be killed by Devaki’s( krishna’s mother) eighth son. Despite the fact Devaki was not a virgin( she previously had seven children) Krishna was born without sexual union. Although he was not crucified, some accounts say that upon his death from an arrow, he was hung from a tree(remember the previous bible scriptures?). For more on this connection please visit:
Osiris was the Greek name for the ancient Egyptian deity known as Asar, Aser, Ausar Ausir, Wesir, and Ausare. Osiris is one of the most popular, and important gods in Egyptian mythology, and his legends have been enjoyed, and admired since the time of the ancient Egyptians, and Plutarch. The aspects of nature he governs are the cycles of birth, death, rebirth, nature, and fertility. The aspects of civilization he governed were the ancient funerary rites, and practices. On the kabbalah’s Tree of Life he is placed in Tiphareth (for those of you not familiar with kabbalistic concepts I’ll be writing a basic intro article sometime in the future).